Explanation
Once again my voice will falter, trying to
make you understand what goes on in my head,
When I, not knowing my own “self”, am usually mislead.
You tell me to enlighten you, to tell you what is wrong,
And tell me what I didn’t know, You knew it all along.
Deception/Disgrace
You see me. I am laughing, being social, and having fun.
You’re not seeing the real me, you’re seeing the figurative mask I put on. When I go home, I drown myself in all my sorrows; a new religion, a new belief, YOU pushed me to this, reveling in my grief, YOU took advantage and now you’ll see, just what exactly will become of me. I may not miss my life, but you will. All that I need is this one little pill, my one, my ONLY escape of this hell, I can just tell them I’m not feeling well, They’ll let me go home, where I’ll be alone,
And I can sleep my Eternal Sleep.
10.9.2oo2
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You
As I lie here behind my walls, away from you, I cry.
Wishing you would let me be, wishing you would die.
Provoke these thoughts in me, you’ll see, what happens when they’re through,
The things that all happen to me,
Will just as soon happen to you.
Yours
Let the smoke from the incense encircle me,
Like your arms on a cold November morning.
Spiraling up and down uncontrollably,
Like my mood when you kiss me without warning.
The sweet scent of sandalwood,
The gentile fragrance of you,
The many moments like this, in truth, are very few.
Relaxing…
Relaxing…
Relaxing…
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